Well, I really think I should get one, or two, or three. I have a sneaky suspicion things are about to get worse in the work area. Maybe I'm wrong, but you know when you have that gut feeling that things are just not going to go the way everybody tells you they are? Well, I've had that feeling for a while now, and I'm usually right about these things. So, it looks like I'm going to have to pull up my big girl pants and get out there to find a way to put bread and Nutella on the table. I'm trying to do my best not to get too pissed or worked up about the whole thing 'cause I don't want my health to suffer, but it's definitely not easy.
Truth is, I'm not sure where to go from here. I'm tired and part of me wants to say, just screw it, I'm moving on, but I don't have that luxury and I don't really like to give up when I haven't done anything wrong except express my opinion. I'm not in the best of moods these days, I try to keep going and do the usual routine things, but I don't even feel like writing this blog or playing the piano. Hopefully, it will pass soon....
These days it seems like you are not supposed to have an opinion, let alone express it. Crock of crap is what it is.
ReplyDeleteWeren't you training for a triathlon? I remember when I was really angry about life in general and I vented to my dad, and he told me to run around the block. It worked.
ReplyDeleteHang in there, girl. I sure hope things get better. Sending positive thoughts and hugs your way!
ReplyDeleteIf there's one thing I've learned it's this: There is a rhythm of life. Last year for me was brutal too. It started out bad and went downhill.
ReplyDeleteBut realizing that there is a rhythm of life, helped me get through.
The tide rolls in, the tide rolls out,
the sun will rise without a doubt,
The ever flowing rhythm of life
Take care of yourself.
If anything, the bread and Nutella should make you feel better. That always works for me, but I'm a creature of simple pleasures. Hang in there!
ReplyDeleteGood Lord woman! I'm so far behind. The last thing I recall is NOTHING like what I'm catching up on here. I'm one of those shitty friends. Looks like you've had some good and then more bad. WTH is up with your school/district? I've read about 5 posts...going to read more. I've just followed you here so you should start popping up on my sidebar. Thank goodness we have facebook or I might have lost touch completely. And that would totally suck!
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