Welcome to my new blog. I had to shut down the other one for work related reasons and because I don't want my husband to know anything about me anymore. This weekend will mark the first week I have lived as a separated woman, soon to be divorced. it feels weird, I'm sad, angry, shocked and deflated all at the same time. I don't know what to feel anymore, maybe I shouldn't try to feel anything right now, it's just so damn hard. I don't understand how my husband of 27 years can change so drastically. Yeah, he's got an addiction, but I can't believe this is all the fault of drugs.
He got served with divorce papers yesterday, he didn't call, email or anything.. He won't talk to me, has cut off all contact. How do you do that after 27 years of living together? How can love turn to hate so quickly? Maybe it wasn't love to begin with, but I don't know what else could it have been. I am struggling with the idea that I have been totally wrong about the man that I lived with for so long, and that's not easy to swallow.
But enough about me, how do you like the new blog? I have to tweak it and add lots of pictures of my chis, they're the only family I have left. Btw, does anybody know how that match.com thing works? One has to look forward right?